Cheryl Cole has admitted she's constantly scared her "nemesis" will return in the future, and that she's scared her life will become "shit". Talking to more! magazine, Cheryl admits, "In general, my life goes shit, shit, shit, amazing, amazing, amazing. I'm on the biggest rollercoaster ever." She then admits she's a "distrusting" person, saying, "I'm very distrusting. But at the same time I'm not going to allow the few people who have misplaced my trust to allow me to mistrust the good people. It's a constant battle. I'm sure at some point the nemesis will come back, but I feel like when all the bad things happen there'll always be something good coming." Chezza adds that she's actively "preventing" herself from becoming pregnant, because she simply doesn't have the time to start a family at the moment. "Chance would be a fine thing!" she jokes, before adding more seriously, "My job is make-believe, and at the end of the make-believe I'll always have family. So if I'm blessed, touch wood, I'd love a big family." With a number one single and album out, plus The X Factor being the biggest show, like, ever, we'd say that at the moment at least, Cheryl's life should be classed as "amazing", don't you?
Cheryl is living in fear
